Saturday, January 7, 2012
Still here. Still unemployed. I had a really good response to my resume the week before Christmas and then it all died. Once everyone came back to work this week I started getting more responses. But the depression between then and now was horrible. Thank God the holidays were here and I had things to do and people to see. I was busy. But on the same token I had no money to do the things I wanted to do. I literally had an anxiety attack while purchasing the Santa gift for The Boy. I wanted to do all this baking but I was afraid to spend the money to puchase the chocolate chips and the sugar and the everything. I have never been in the position. I didn't know how to explain that to my family. I still don't.
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