Day 25

Still here.  Still unemployed. I had a really good response to my resume the week before Christmas and then it all died.  Once everyone came back to work this week I started getting more responses.  But the depression between then and now was horrible.  Thank God the holidays were here and I had things to do and people to see.  I was busy.  But on the same token I had no money to do the things I wanted to do.  I literally had an anxiety attack while purchasing the Santa gift for The Boy.  I wanted to do all this baking but I was afraid to spend the money to puchase the chocolate chips and the sugar and the everything.  I have never been in the position.  I didn't know how to explain that to my family.  I still don't.